Broken Hope

May all your wishes come true,
when hopes elude you.
And loneliness surrounds you
with dreams of unknown loveliness.

When all your feelings leave you,
And dreams are but forgotten.
Whatever hope belies you,
broken into a million pieces.


You know, I always doubted it. I thought it never existed, yet it did, and it's not there anymore and will never be there anymore, and I don't know which is worse, doubting its existence or knowing that it exists and I can't have it.

I also know now that stars don't last forever, that they are there, for awhile and they are so bright and they light up your life, but it's only temporary, you might think they last forever, but they don't. But if they were not there, the sky would be so empty. And how if you were lucky enough to find someone you loved then lost them, you would feel like that, the sky without stars.

And then, you wonder, why, in the first place, were the stars there. I don't know. I will never know.

Maybe, life is meant to be like that, not knowing, but just blindly wondering. Like eating M&Ms in the dark, you never know what colour you are going to get next.