So.... I am sitting here, staring at my computer screen, listening to 'savin' me' by Nickelback on my trusty MP3 player. And I can't think of a single thing to say.

Remember by Christina Rossetti
Remember me when I am gone away,
Gone far away into the silent land;
When you can no more hold me by the hand,
Nor I half turn to go yet turning stay.
Remember me when no more day by day.
You tell me of our future that you plann'd:
Only remember me; you understand
It will be late to counsel then or pray.
Yet if you should forget me for a while
And afterwards remember, do not grieve:
For if the darkness and corruption leave
A vestige of the thoughts that once I had,
Better by far you should forget and smile
Than that you should remember and be sad.

This poem has always fascinated me. Sometimes, I wonder why things happen, and how it hurts but no one understands, I think it's because they are emotionally detached, like they can't feel what I'm feeling.

Broken Hope

May all your wishes come true,
when hopes elude you.
And loneliness surrounds you
with dreams of unknown loveliness.

When all your feelings leave you,
And dreams are but forgotten.
Whatever hope belies you,
broken into a million pieces.


You know, I always doubted it. I thought it never existed, yet it did, and it's not there anymore and will never be there anymore, and I don't know which is worse, doubting its existence or knowing that it exists and I can't have it.

I also know now that stars don't last forever, that they are there, for awhile and they are so bright and they light up your life, but it's only temporary, you might think they last forever, but they don't. But if they were not there, the sky would be so empty. And how if you were lucky enough to find someone you loved then lost them, you would feel like that, the sky without stars.

And then, you wonder, why, in the first place, were the stars there. I don't know. I will never know.

Maybe, life is meant to be like that, not knowing, but just blindly wondering. Like eating M&Ms in the dark, you never know what colour you are going to get next.

Re: Humans are not pests

They most definitely are. What's up with you besides the uni thing and the spm thing and the getting one year older thing... lol Catch ya later!

New Name

Me is really cool. But u want clarity, so, here you go.